Running away

I'm leaving for Philippines in less than 5hours or so so. I'm not fully packed. I've been having a lot of things on my mind and I don't think I really know what to do. I feel so screwed. This year is suppose to be a great smooth sailing year for me. With school and friends. But school seems to make me so nervous and so scared for exams. And friends, well I don't think I can fully explain how I feel about that. The more I think about these problems, the more I feel like running away from it. Sometimes, I don't think I can do it anymore. Well, i'm off to finish packing.

I'm awake at 357am now and an hour and a half from now I need to get ready for school. I'm thinking whether I should sleep or just pass the time by. I miss watching BOF. I really do. Maybe I'll watch it during June holidays. Malay o'levels is in a 3months away? Or so so.. Mel's birthday yesterday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!!!!! wishing you all the best! I love you girl!

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im kinda pissed off that my glasses have not arrived. errr... and like if im not wrong it was done like last wednesday. its not like i want it so badly but its really late... that was basically my weekend, going for religious class and waiting for the arrival of my glasses at my aunts house.

Saturday i woke up at 8am and bathe then head to ma aunts house. did a little homework there before heading to class with my three younger cousins. only 3 of my close friends from class came this week.. but we had fun anyways. from the start, the boys have got on my nerves but when i chat with them, wow they pissed me off. could they get any more annoying. J says im mean to them. my teacher gave us her wedding invitations and we all planned to get her a wedding gift. the whole class plans to meet up before class the week after next to get the her gift but like umm ill be having self awareness camp so sorry guys!

i miss all my friends and i cant wait to see them tomorrow.