Running away

I'm leaving for Philippines in less than 5hours or so so. I'm not fully packed. I've been having a lot of things on my mind and I don't think I really know what to do. I feel so screwed. This year is suppose to be a great smooth sailing year for me. With school and friends. But school seems to make me so nervous and so scared for exams. And friends, well I don't think I can fully explain how I feel about that. The more I think about these problems, the more I feel like running away from it. Sometimes, I don't think I can do it anymore. Well, i'm off to finish packing.